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19 December 2016

Habit.

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Aku ada satu habit. Pelik ke tak bergantung pada individu. Aku akan cuba elak sedaya upaya tengok/rasa benda yang aku sangat sangat jatuh cinta. 

Contohnya, aku baru habis tengok satu film, jarang yang amat aku nak tengok balik film tu sebab aku tak nak rasa 'perasaan' bangga/terharu/sedih/gembira tu semula. Faham? No? Em okay.

Sebab benda tu sakit. Hati aku lemah nak rasa benda yang perlukan banyak adrenalin. Ergh, camne eh nak bagitau? Contohnya aku suka buku, kalau boleh aku tak nak baca buku tu semula sebab aku letih nak berperang dengan perasaan aku sendiri. 

Kau bayangkan kau tengok satu episod cerita yang sangat-sangat best. Cukup semua rasa, ada masin manis pahit pedas. Dalam hati kau akan timbul satu rasa di mana kau rasa macam 'weh best gile do', dan kau tiba-tiba akan jadi happy. Happy tu 'perasaan'. Lebih kurang camtu la.

Takpelah, bai. Assalamualaikum adios.

Rindu sekolah.
Em.

09:20 PM, 19 DISEMBER 2016.

21 June 2016

i don't have choice

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Only spending money on what I really need, not that I want,
Only planning to hang out with friends, and didn't go,
Only seeing goods, and end up didn't buy it,
That's me. A daughter of a great mother.

New information, new experiences, new love,
everyday.
New blouse, new scarf, new shoe,
once a year. or maybe no for shoe.
It's not because she don't want to give, but more to I don't want to get.

Adapting to a boring environment is like breathing for me.
I don't really think about it, just do it.
I don't have choice.

Always the lastest kid in the world,
And the first kid in my mother's heart.
And she has a special place in my heart.

What it's like to be a daughter of my mother?
I learned that everything is not impossible,
There's one time when you need to stand on your own feet,
I learned that things that we want should from our own sweats.